Life After College: Halee Mills

Who knows the future? Not me, not you and certainly not time travelers. Are they even legit? We may think we know what we want to do once we graduate college, but we haven't even finished high school. Everyone besides myself in this class has another year. Y'all aren't even close to being done. I just have a few months left. You might say, "Do you even know what you want to do after high school?" Well yes, thank you for asking. I want to go to college and be a doctor, specifically a pediatrician. I want to help people. But, what if I don't get to live that dream? What if I can't be a doctor? What if I'm not smart enough? All these questions and doubts swirl around in my head all the time. I haven't even finished high school yet, and I'm already thinking about life after COLLEGE. I guess I'm not necessarily worried, since I know God's got me, but I am a bit concerned sometimes. I want to help people. Periodt. I also want a family. One that my husband and I can make. That just blows my mind. I have the power to bring a human into this world. That's also what I REALLY want. I've been with my boy for over 2 years now, and I can't see myself with anyone else. I know anything can happen, but I don't want it to end. That'd be awful. I guess that's another thing I could be subconsciously concerned about: losing the guy I have now, since he's so rad. I want to go to Arkansas State University so I can stay close to home. Moving hours away from family is not ideal, especially since I lived away from them for 3 years, without friends, might I add. I don't want to experience that again, but I think if I had a husband and a family I would be able to make it. That would be cool. I'm not worried, just concerned that I'll be alone, penniless and scared. I'll be alright. Since God's got me, I'll be Gucci, so do I really have anything to be concerned about?