If you have read my first blog post then you know that I am currently in Burlington, Wisconsin. I am in Wisconsin staying with my aunt Krissy and making some money. I posted on facebook asking what I should blog about on here and my mom commented on my status. She told me I should write about how I abandoned my momma. So today I’m going to writing about how much leaving Arkansas for a long amount of time is affecting people close to me. When I asked my mom if I could go stay in Wisconsin with my aunt she said that I could. When I finally found out how long I would be gone that’s when she began to be hesitant about me leaving. Growing up I’ve never really went somewhere far away from my mom for so long. So I understand why she would be hesitant at first. From the day I told my mom about me leaving she joked about me coming home sooner than July 22nd. When I told Trevis, my boyfriend, he was really hesitant. He told me he didn’t want me to leave, but he let me go because he knew I wanted to come up here. Mendy, my boyfriend’s mom, was excited for me to go and told me to be safe. Dakota, my boyfriend’s 5 year old uncle (long story), was crushed when I told him I was leaving for Wisconsin for so long. When Dakota found that out he stuck by my side everywhere I went. Bri, basically my sister, was sad that I was leaving. Bri and I did everything together, so it will be very different for both of us. I wasn’t as worried about everyone else as much as I was worried about my dog, Wade. Wade has been my baby ever since my step dad brought him home on Christmas Eve in 2010. When I go on trips Wade tends not to eat. Basically, my dog becomes depressed! I’m going to be gone for 6 weeks so it is very important that everyone tries to get my dog to eat. Anyway on June 11th when I finally left there were tears shedded. I couldn’t look my Trevis, my mom, or Bri in the eyes because I knew if I did I would cry. When I go somewhere I don’t say “Bye”, I say “See you later”. As I gave Bri a hug and said see you later we both started crying. When I hugged my mom I felt her start crying and I had to tell her everything is going to be okay. Finally, when I hugged Trevis, it broke my heart. I finally realized how much I would miss him. Honestly I think I miss him the most. Once I got in the car and we drove away I knew there was no going back home until July 22nd. My mom and my grandpa told me if I wanted to come home than they would come get me, but I know I should stay the whole time. Staying until July 22nd will be good for me and I know it. Anyway, this is me trying to find something to blog about!
-Dezi
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