This post is going to be a little more on the serious side. Have you ever wanted to quit something you have always loved? Well that’s the way I feel. I have loved this thing ever since I was in the first grade watching my sister do it. I wanted to be just like her. I started this thing in the second grade and I am currently still doing it now. I hate it. It’s not fun. It used to be fun and all of my friends loved it. I no longer have good friends because of it now. We all drifted apart due to the competitiveness of this hobby. I maybe have one person I talk to and they don’t even know I feel this way because they are too close to the situation. I want to quit but my heart won’t let me. I literally feel depressed everytime I do this hobby and when it’s over I pray to the Lord for ending it. All I wan to do is go to college, find a loving guy, and start a family and a career. It’s hard to when this hobby takes away all social interactions you have. The only people I talk to about this is my boyfriend and my friend from Arkansas Sting. They don’t even unfderstajd how I feel. I guess it’s hard to explain it all. Okay I’m done being all sappy and depressing. I’m just talking gibberish right now so it looks like I wrote more. Peace out!
Bailey Jo
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