- A few months ago i got my drivers permit, and since then, things have kind of been going down hill. Not exactly in a bad way, like you would usually assume but more like in a way where kind of stuck in a spot and you just think, “man, this kind of sucks.” i got a permit before my sister did (much to my extreme approval and my sisters delightful disapproval) and therefore i was the first one of us to do any, you know, real driving. I don't mean like ‘back road’ mess, i mean like i almost hit a truck going fifty miles an hour in a walmart parking lot trying to about a curb that was no less than six feet away from the car. After that whole, um, experience, i was incredubly far less eager to drive than i was before. Now, here i am a little over a year later, when my sister has an actual license, and i'm still stuck with a permit since i havent even sat in a drivers seat within the last three or four months. My sister keeps trying to push me to practice and then take my test so i wont have to take my permit test again in november, but i'm just overly nervous when it comes to operating a vehicle with the power to kill like, a whole bunch of people. I know its just slight irrational fear talking, but i cant help but have an overwhelming feeling of dread come over me when ever my mother, sister, or grandmother try to get me to drive, so for the time being as is, i prefer to be driven.
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