Halee pt 9

I've cranked out 4 or 5 posts so far today. I don't see how y'all waited all summer to do these in one day. That was a bad choice. I've had about 3 weeks and y'all had 11. Anyway, I think I'll talk about my school year so far. Math is awful, but that's nothing new. Science is really fun, which I'm surprised about because I've never enjoyed it or been good at it. Arkansas history and civics are both really interesting because I LOVE history. It's my favorite thing to study. Just everything about it is so intriguing and fun. English is fun and pretty easy. English is also one of my strong points, so it's not hard to have fun with it. I'm in a mindfulness class so that's a good way to help me relax at the end of the day. If I didn't have time to just sit and chill out for 30 minutes I probably wouldn't make it for the last period. I'm also in oral communication, but don't get me started on that one. I don't mind public speaking or anything like that, but it's almost too quiet in there, which I like, but it's TOO quiet. I have Grant and Ethan in a couple classes and they're funny so if I'm upset about math or the loud freshmen in civics, I go to AR history and they lighten the mood. Then, I have them again after lunch. Y'all are cool, but don't let it get to your heads. I don't like big-headed people. Everyone else in my classes are cool too. Nobody has been bad to me yet, and that's really shocking to me since that's all I've known for the past 4 years. In Indian culture, 4 is the number used for something being finished or completed, so maybe I had to go through 4 bad years in order to have good years now. If I only had to go through 4, I guess it's worth it to have a great rest of my life that I won't have to struggle through like I've been doing. If you're reading this and you're going through bad years, or you've been going through more than 4 bad years, you'll make it. Don't give up. If I did like I wanted to, I wouldn't be here. So, whatever y'all really think, y'all got this. If you think it's going to be bad, it'll be bad, but if there is some hope, some is enough for there to be a chance, and if there's a chance, then it'll happen. A small chance is better than no chance. Wow, I'm rambling. This has been my motivational speech and my call to action is: DON'T GIVE UP. YOU CAN DO IT. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. I believe in you. :)