When I was younger I always dreamed of growing older and being able to do things on my own. I dreamed of being a teenager, being in high school, and just being more independent. I had no idea what all of it really would really be like, I just wanted to grow up so bad.
Now I'm a teenager, I'm in high school, and I'm slightly more independent than I used to be. I dreamed of being all three of those things, and now that I have them I just want to be a kid again. Being in high school is fun to some extent. I love being around people all day and talking to my friends, but being in READ program means I have homework all the time and studying for tests to keep up with.
It's crazy how when I was young I just wanted to grow up and now that I'm growing up I just want it to stop. I'll be an adult next year. I can vote, buy lottery tickets, and go to big boy jail. I mean I don't plan on going to big boy jail. I'm just not ready to be on my own and independent like I thought I would be when I was a kid. Life is crazy.
Big Boy Jail Time
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