Mallory Felton 8th blog

So today I've done a lot of thinking... well more so tonight than today. That's usually when I think. And it all started when I was watching one of my Netflix shows and it was about this group of first that have been together their whole lives, done everything for each other, and were the best of friends.   But they got into highschool and drama, boys, and OTHER GIRLS tore than apart. And it made me realize how often this happens to people. In elementary we didn't even really have "groups" everyone just ran around on the play ground. Well unless some girls.. they had groups but mainly because they were rich or the parents were friends so the kids were too. But I'm highschool it's nothing but groups. But groups don't last long in highschool, at all. Usually one person gets mad and it's break it up. A boy separates them. Or even drama from other girls outside the group. I just don't understand how everyone can get torn apart so easy. I don't understand why other girls get so jealous and tear other ones down or groups apart. I can easily say I've never had a group or been apart of one. And it's great in some ways but upsetting in others. I feel like I've never been satisfied with friends. I've never really fit in with the populates or the "cool" kids. Mainly because I don't have money or because their parents don't like mine. But I talk to them, I talk to everyone. I make friends with everyone. And not to say I'm the best person in the world but I'm happy with the person I am because I can make friends with anyone... well expect a few that won't accept me 😂 But i love being the person that anyone can approach. I love being able to k ow what it's like to be on both ends of the stick. I love being able to understand other people. And I love being looked up to, but not because I have money, or a good body. But because i love being around other people. And I hope everyone this years knows that because I'm here for everyone. Expect for the ones that have ran over and that I've always tried to be nice to but don't accept me. You k ow who you are.😜😜