Bryce Despain - 6 - Horrible Week

Heads up, if you don’t like reading sad things, then don’t read this. 

So, hello everyone who is reading this. I hope that everyone of you guys have had a very good week so far and continue to have one. Personally, I haven’t had a good week at all and I’m not gonna hide it from anyone, nor am I gonna hide my emotions . I’m not gonna go into detail about what all happened, but I will say that in the late afternoon on Sunday, June 23rd, I lost a friend to suicide. So I’ve kinda been depressed all week long and lost, because I just wanna know why. The friend that I lost, I worked with, and now I won’t get to work alongside him anymore sadly, which is just crazy to think about.

Monday morning, I didn’t go into work, and none of the other workers did either. They said we didn’t go in because it was a “rain day,” but I just think it was because all of us there were so lost and upset, that none of us really needed to be there because I don’t think we would get anything done at all. If we were there, I honestly think all of us would be questioning about why he did it.

When Tuesday came around, we went to work, but it was a really slow day, and I mean slow. You could tell that every single one of the workers were depressed, including me, and some were even crying because they still couldn’t believe that it had actually happened. Honestly none of us expected it and never would have expected it to happen in a million years. It’s still crazy to even think about it because last week he was completely fine and nothing seemed to be wrong with him. He was acting like he usually does, and now he is just unexpectedly gone, forever. 

As of writing this, today is currently Thursday. We went into work, but at about 9, it started to rain so we had to go home because we can’t work in the rain. I was kinda glad that the rain came though, because honestly I didn’t wanna be there, it just isn’t the same without him there. I hope everyone of you have had a much better week then me. Goodbye.