This past summer, I got the opportunity to go to
Ruston, Louisiana for my fourth mission trip. I went, but I went with a bad
attitude. A lot had changed since the last mission trip: we were going through
a different organization, our youth pastor had just moved to another church,
and a lot was going on in my life at that moment that was painful. I do not
like change, so when change does happen, I expect the worst. My cynical outlook
grew stronger as the week continued. I went to the kids club we were
volunteering at during the day and the conference at night. It was fun but it
wasn’t the amazing heart wrenching experience that I had hoped. I just felt a
whole lot of nothing for the majority of the time.
The worship
was nothing to complain about, though. It was amazing to be in a room full of
youth so unafraid of raising their hands and singing at the top of their lungs.
One night during worship, the lead singer of the band, Chuck Hooten, started
telling the story of Ezekiel and the dry bones. That is my all-time favorite
Bible story. However, a lot of the time I think that I get caught up by the
word “story”. When I hear that word, I think of some fantasy with a princess, a
dungeon, a tall tower, and a dragon, something entirely fictional. This
"story" is not fictional. God literally took a valley of bones and
brought them back to life. He gave them breath again. It's hard to wrap my mind
around something so miraculous.
It got me thinking about how stupid my mindset had
been. I had thought so highly of myself that I thought God- my amazing,
all-powerful God- could not fix me when He could kill me and then revive me in
less than a second. That revelation allowed me to rethink my entire summer. I
am so blessed to have gotten to go on that trip.
I've totally been in your shoes before, Willow! I've slacked on Gods word and I tend to forget what all he has sacrificed for each and every one of us. Sometimes it takes a moment to realize what you're actually doing and what you should be doing. I think everyone has went through those times where they fail to keep in mind all of the opportunities they are blessed with. I also can't seem to wrap my mind around a lot of the miraculous things God has done for us all. Anyways, I really liked this and totally connect. :)
ReplyDelete- Ashlynn Crews
I love this so much, Willow! I'm glad you told this story and spoke directly from your heart! It was beautiful and very well spoken. GOD IS GREAT. -McKenna Beach
ReplyDeleteYou did an amazing job witnessing within this post, Will! This is one of my favorite things to read about when it comes to mediation and devotion. I agree with you; the story truly is close to impossible to wrap your mind around. We all have so much to be thankful for when it comes to a God who can have that effect on his children. Unfortunately, as a Christian, you won't always see the big picture and God's plan, but I hope that when it happens again you will remember this time, reflect on what it did to heal your heart, and pray to God for him to grant you the serenity to do what you are called to do everyday! Keep doing amazing things. -Allysa Weaver
ReplyDeleteI've never been on a mission trip, but I think that it would be amazing to go on one! Thank you for answering Gods call. :)
ReplyDelete-Gracie Wilson