anna mason- life after college

life after college is a very scary thing to think about. I still don't even know where I want to go to college or what I even want to be. I am mostly scared about my social life going down hill. Because I know that as soon as everyone graduates high school people are going to loose connections with each other, even the people that have been best friends since elementary. So after college who knows if we will even still be in contacted with the people that we basically grew up with. Because in reality we are all going to go off to different college and get a new beginning in life. Also I am worried about not being able to live on my own. I want to buy a house and live on my own until I find me a good and worthy husband. I want to get a good paying job so I don't have to depend on others I can be on my own. Once I find me a good husband I want to have kids as well, I want a boy and a girl. I am mostly scared about the fact that my parents will not be there with me all of the time. Me and my parents are so close to each other so I know that once I get to where I am going to be on own it is going to be hard for all of us. But Once the time comes I want to be prepared and succeed in whatever I do.