Blogosphere: Episode 9- Robert Long

   Welcome back to the Blogosphere with Robert. This episode is going to have a lower energy than all of the others. At the time of me typing this in my notes, I was on the brink of tears for the first time in years. I'll let the July 18th Robert tell you what happened...
   Today is, handsdown, the hardest day I've had in my whole life. My past weeks have been filled with joy and pain, but nothing compares to the grief and sadness I've felt over the past two days. As I've mentioned multiple times in my other blog posts, I moved in with my grandmother recently due to her steady health decline. Today, all that has changed. My grandmother passed away on Tuesday, and I didn't know there was a pain such as this on this Earth. My heart has grown heavy and sad, and at this point I'm not sure how to feel. I know she passed from natural causes in her sleep, but I can't help but feel there was more I could do. I'm sorry to those who find this post a bit sad and heartbreaking, but I felt as if this a big, if not the biggest, event of my Summer 2019. A man showed up here yesterday and assured me that if something like this were to happen, she'd be in a better place. A part of me wants to believe that, but an even bigger part of me just wants to hate something. I'm not too sure what, though.
   So that was the post I had planned to paste into the Blogspot on the same day, but it has just sat in my notes since then. I am aware that this was a rather sad episode than the others, but as mentioned above, it was a major event of this summer  and my life in general. I also want to take this post and use it as a thank you to those who wished me their best condolences and prayers. I also want to say this: no matter what we show on the outside, it's the feelings of each individual that truly show how life strives within each and every person. Thank you for reading today's episode of the Blogosphere!