Changes of heart
love
maybe not?
Boy
It may mean nothing
It may mean everything
It may look like a person
It may look like a church
It may be redemption
It may be what tears me apart
Indeed it was
Maybe so
sometimes
Sometimes it makes sense
Sometimes decision can be thoroughly explained
Piece
By piece
Step by step
But sometimes it doesn't seem to be so simple
So easy
So
Thought out?
So clear?
Glass next to mud?
water next to Coke?
sometimes things seem to change our minds for no reason..
new love
New events
New life
New style
New you
New me
New ideas
As simple as maybe:
if you had a chance to pick out an entire wardrobe when you were 12, you probably wouldn't want to wear any of it by the time you hit 15
Old is comforting
The usual
It's easy, it's too inside the box
Break out, or in this case
Break a person
Break me
Old habits
Old ways
Old reactions
Old faces
Old everything
Young people
Maybe even as hard as:
I love you, but you're not right for me
And that affects everyone.
It hurt me
I'm not sure how it hit him?
it hit the people around me,
Mostly because they have to help me cope
But
Anyways
Enough of that...
Well
Enough of writing about it...
God
Jesus
Holy Spirit
Tears...
Maybe even as complicated as:
I don't know if I believe what I've been told to believe my entire life? Questions
Answers
Pondering
Possibly even the task of:
Discovering who you are
Notes
Pencil
Hands
Paper
Scrambling
Rummaging
Maybe even:
Just the fact that you want to study a different subject..change of path? Change of career?
Change of life
Change of plates
Change of love
Change of people
Exchanges
Discoveries
New eyes
Sat in front of you
Sitting beside you
Holding hands with you
Kissing me
Staring into my eyes
Typing hateful texts
Maybe...
Quite possibly...
Just maybe...
The only explanation I will ever receive is:
"I just had a change of heart"
Bethany! I love your writing so much! You write with a passion I would love to have. All of your posts have a deep meaning to them and I always look forward to your newest post. Please, whatever you do, keep writing. I love your writing so much! (See I like it so much I had to repeat it.) It amazes me that you can actually turn this into 350+ words. I would have only gotten to 50. You're so talented and I'm really looking forward to your next post. Have great day!! - Kim Wilson (2)
ReplyDeleteBeth! I don't know how you write like this. I would love to have the ability to create words like this that have so much meaning. I would also give anything to have so much passion in my writing like you do. I can see how much talent, passion, and feelings you have just by reading a few sentences of your writing. It seems like you put so much into your writing and just make it look effortless. It honestly seems like you just have talent pouring out of your finger tips. I hope one day I'm able to create writing just like this. Blogs like these are what makes my days interesting. I feel like I can relate to a lot of your writings. You did awesome on this!! --Jo Baker-14
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