iF OnLy by matty b

number nineteen

There are many things I wish I was good at, but I'm just not. I'm gonna share those things with you.

I wish I was good at basketball. I'm obviously really tall and that's a good quality to have in basketball, but I'm not very good at any aspect of it. I wish I was because u think I would enjoy it, but oh well.

I wish I was good at English class. I am pretty good at math, but that's about it. I'm just not good at writing and reading. I hate to read because I can't focus and I'm really slow. I hate to write because I sound dumb and can't father my thoughts, so anything I write is very sporadic and all over the place.

I wish I was good at singing. I like people that can sing because they make me happy. I don't ever sing, but maybe if I was good at it I would.

I wish I was good at putting on makeup. The most I ever put on is foundation and mascara, partially because I don't care but mostly because I'm not good at all the eyeliner, contour, eyebrow things.

I wish I was good at doing hair. I think it's really cool how people cut and style hair. I think if I learned how to do that, I would really enjoy it.

I wish I was good at talking in front of people. I think it's a really good leadership skill when you're able to talk in front of large crowds. I just get really nervous when I talk to people and don't know what to say, but I wish I was good at it. I got through speech class with pretty good grades, but there were only like 15 people in there. I want to be able to speak in front of a whole stadium of people and not be nervous.

I wish I was good at baking. I would love to own my own bakery one day, but I can only bake things from boxes right now. Maybe if I take classes on baking I'll get better.