blog 6: teressa

here i am again, staring blankly at my phone before me because i’m still lost for what to write about. i guess i can make this one productive. So this summer... wait, before I continue, brace yourself, this one is gonna be kinda depressing. anyways, this summer has took a tole on me. i’ve did things i’m not proud of, several. I won’t go into detail because what happened is besides the point. I’m going to say that change is 100% possible. i ad been thinking about my decisions lately and it has been making me quite sad. I am not satisfied with myself. Ever since i was young, i’ve hated myself, never been happy with the way i looked. I’ve learned that i will never be that beautiful girl walking down the hallway, that i’m not skinny, that i will never be good enough for the popular people, i’ll never be happy with my appearance. but hey, there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, right? of course. God. he is my light. i wouldn’t be where I am today without him. I went to church for the first time in three months last week. I needed it. I needed his guidance. I am happier mentally with where i’m at now because of Him. For God loves me, completely for the way that I am. I will forever and always be thankful for Him! if there is anything you took away from this blog, i want it to be: there is hope in your hardest times. keep your head up, focus and lean on God for HE will guide you the right way. i love you all! -teressa