As
I grow up, I'm learning to never take anything for granted and that
it's the little things that mean the most. This probably sounds
cheesy right now, but bear with me. At the time, you take all those
family dinners filled with laughter, smiles, and love for granted,
but you're going to miss them when they no longer happen very often.
I never knew that every fishing day with my dad would mean the most
to me. It was always a great day no matter how many we caught. Being
able to spend time with him was enough for me to be content. I
already miss the times when me sister would check me out of school
just to go get our nails done or to go shopping. Good times. This is
my last year before I go off to college and I know I'm going to miss
Saturday morning breakfasts with my parents. What do you do Saturday
mornings without mom's gravy and the smell of dad's coffee? Knowing
that those Saturday mornings are going to be rare makes me sad. I
think I'm going to miss my dad the most. He's the only person who
knows how to make me smile on the worst of days and can make me laugh
till I cry. I'm going to miss him asking how my day was everyday
after school, him always telling me that he believes in me, and
hearing that “I love you” before he leaves for work. Those are
the moments that I hate losing. I've also learned that growing up
sounds great until you see the bills that come with it. Growing up
doesn't sound so great now, does it? Enjoy mom and dad paying for
everything because you're defiantly going to miss that. As time goes
on, these little moments become more and more scarce, and I'm holding
on to them for as long as I can. I appreciate them so much more now.
-Samantha Lyles
I'm one of those people who may seem ready to grow up, but really isn't, so this really struck a chord with me. Like, I'm not responsible enough to do the things my parents do to make sure we have what we want. You've put my feelings into words, and I want to thank you for that. I'm gonna miss you, Samantha. You're an amazing person, and I hope you know that I agree with the whole "don't take things for granted" thing. Nowadays, it seems everyone does, because it's hard not to. You're in the habit of having things done a certain way, and when that's gone, it takes time to adjust (some needing more time than others), and that time can be lethal on people like me. Glad I have this year and the next to prepare myself.
ReplyDeleteI'm also glad you wrote this! - Brittany Tucker