So this is it, this is my final blog. It is finally over. I realize I have written three today, but I have nothing else to do. I am also in my feels and very upset. For one, I hate people telling me they are gonna do something, then they don’t do it. They should not get much hopes up and run their mouths about it. I hate that. I hate getting so upset about it. Just keep your mouth shut and do not say anything. It makes me feel like dirt. I hate it. It’s just like shutting down someone for being excited. I have spent my entire time here working my nerves out, because half of you know that I over stress and think, to take my driving part for my lisence and everytime time it’s another excuse. I hate being let down and especially by someone who means the world to me. And he acts like he doesn’t care about it, which hurts even more. Like you can’t even take an hour to do something for me. Like what the heck. It sucks and it is one of the worst feelings ever. I’m also really homesick. Which does not help being let down every freaking week. I want to see my friends and actually go out and do things. I can’t stand being trapped in a house for the entire day. It sucks. I want to sleep in my own bed. I want to shower in my own shower. I want my mom’s cooking. I could really go for one of her hugs. I miss talking to her everyday in person because there are a million things I can say to her and not my dad. My mom makes me feel at home and comfortable. I miss having that feeling. I miss late nights with Lexi B and Kaitlyn. I miss seeing Teressa. I actually miss my younger sister too. Being annoyed by her and her excessive knocking on my bedroom door sounds like Heaven right now. I even miss the occasional slap to the back of my leg or something. Also, I have news. I have gotten a new dog. I can’t even remember what breed he is at the moment, but I am in love. His name is Styles. You can probably guess from my last blog why. Another set of news, is AP scores are available. We all know that World History exam was the worst thing ever. Lexi told me that this morning and I’ve never heard scarier news. Like, I tried on that test, I really did. But nothing TJ taught us prepared me for that disaster. Like I hoped for like a 2, but I got a one. I really don’t care that much but a one. Like I didn’t write a three page rant about Harry for nothing. And I tried to answer the other right but I knew nothing. To finish this blog, I want to talk about one of the best songs ever and best songs by One Direction. If I Couldu Fly. It’s so good. Makes me cry but it’s so beautiful and powerful. I love it. Okay, I hope this is the word count because my brother bought me some McNuggets, so I gotta go. I won’t be back cause I’m done with these and comments. Good luck dudes.
-Brittany
i really wish i was finished with these like you, but sadly i have eight more left to do. it’ll be fine tho bc they’re not that bad. i saw where you started talking about 1D at the end, and i just have to say that i loved when they were all still together. they’re all doing good on their own now so that’s good i guess. i hope your summer is going great. lexi b told me today she called you 13 times the other and you were asleep bc you took a 6 hour nap! that’s crazy! enjoy the rest of your summer! -lexi h.
ReplyDeleteUgh, Brittany, I miss you so much! I haven’t seen you in like two months and it really upsets me, to be honest. Kaitlyn and I have been staying out late and visit our favorite spot (you know the one) just like always, but it just isn’t the same without you. It’s kind of like a piece of myself is gone. I really wish your mom would come get you and bring you home. If she doesn’t, I will. I’m not even joking. I have no idea how to get to your dad’s, but I do have google maps. Love you, butt!!
ReplyDelete-Lexi b