I feel like I am wasting my life and it just makes me want to cry
I have an overwhelming fear that I'm going to have nothing to show for my life, no stories to tell, no evidence that I even lived. I want to leave something behind. be someone worth remembering.
I stress about few things but every day my stomach is knotted and I am in a frenzy about living my life to the fullest.
I feel as if I have to cram as much as possible into this day and basically drain myself because that's what constitutes as a full life right?
and then on days when I just lay around with friends (the days that I make the most memories and experience the hardest laughs and the deepest love) I get bogged down and discouraged because I have this voice in my head telling me I'm wasting my life and that other people my age are changing the world or traveling or something amazing and I'm just laying around.
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